Poem of ZhiFan

This poem was written about 5 years ago, before my first baby was born.
( Thanks to one of my friends who still keep it in her archive )

Let's go back to the time, the feeling is as fresh as yesterday---


渴 盼
------- 致即将出世的芷蘩

晨曦乍现
早莺初还
baby
你那
节律地搏动
兴奋着我每一根心弦
对你的
渴盼
宛似天边隐约的繁星
淡淡如水
绵绵如山

日洒桐影
蝉语柳荫
baby
你那
有力地敲击
震颤着我每一缕思绪
对你的
渴盼
一如湖畔莆绽的杜鹃
悠悠若风
飘飘若烟

落霞潋滟
海天留连
baby
你那
轻轻地叩问
驱散了
我最后一分迷惑
对你的
渴盼
让我醒着
幻想你依呀的初啼
梦中
抚摸你萌世的笑颜

Da Vinci Code

Is it true ? Maybe. Either way, it is a belief. No hard evidence suggests one way or another.

I am neither a christian nor a catholic, but maybe deep down, I am a budda ?

The reality world is a just reflection, a reflection of a vacant world. There isn't anything really exists. Flowers, prosperity, happiness , they all means nothing, after all.

There is only one exception --- Children.

Fork Roads

It becomes harder to find a good resort for vacaton. Either too expensive or too boring. There are always several days in a month that I feel life is really meaningless, depsite all the joys and fulfillment I have had.
Would it be different if I haven't come to US ?

There is an ancient Chinese story called "Fork Roads of YangZi". When you chose one road, you would never know what it would feel like in another road.
It could be better, could be worse, always keep you wondering...

I used to watch a TV series "Married with Children" and there is an interesting conversation between "Al Bundy" and his son "Bud".
Bud needs to choose between two girls so ask for his father's advice:

Bud: What if I choose the wrong one ?
Al: Believe me, son, you will.

You got it? This is life.

Blog Topics

I am thinking to pick a good theme for my blog. Well, I still love China ...

Not a confusing twenty-years old girl any more, I am thinking more about
the family, the society, cultures and even, politics ...

First Post

Am I still a lover of arts and poems ?
First Post, also might be the last one :-), simply too busy with my routine life.

Do I have to publish my ideas and thoughts? No.

Lets' see how this looks...