烟云

又是春天。

还是那条小路， 还是骑车上班，还是一路鸟语花香。

景物依旧， 而人事已非。

可喜的是幼子，一天一天的长大，欢笑，安慰着父母些许的落寞与无奈。

归期漫漫， 何处才是故乡？

"
锦瑟无端五十弦，一弦一柱思华年。
庄生晓梦迷蝴蝶，望帝春心托杜鹃。
沧海月明珠有泪，蓝田日暖玉生烟。
此情可待成追忆，只是当时已惘然。"

又是春天

微雨朦朦，还是走在那条小径上，还是空气中沁鼻的馨香。又一年了。

流年似水。五六十年后， 也许就尘归尘， 土归土了。我的孩子们和孙辈们所生活的世界， 会完全不一样了吧？一切现世的恩恩怨怨，也不复存在了吧？ 网络也许还在，又会有些什么别的新鲜东西呢？

不变的， 是永远的春天和爱情。

圣诞灯火

今年真是行色匆匆啊， 还没怎么品味秋天的颜色呢， 已是初冬了。邻居家圣诞树上的灯火已在窗口怒放，好多人家的院子里也已是花团锦簇，彩光璀灿， 圣诞老人，驯鹿都赶来凑热闹。

我却仍然没有把我们家的灯火拿出来摆放起来的心思。为什么呢？独在异乡为异客！再好的风景，也不是心里头攒着揣着的那几样。

只是， 我的孩子们却喜欢呢，他们的故乡， 该没我这么深吧？

Mind over Matter

My recent visit to the Science discovery center of San Diego is quite interesting.
Here is a snapshot of a phrase I captured in the hall:



Isn't it fun?

高中老师

有时， 我觉得当老师，特别是高中老师，是一件弥足珍贵的事情。想想每年会认识多少风华正茂的少年？而且， 你的一言一行，一个批语， 对他们的上大学甚至一生，也许就有着不可估量的影响。

所以有机会想去作高中数学老师。

人生若只初见

初见的人和事，总是格外美好些。 而时日冉冉，当一切不再新奇，人也就失去了探索和了解的欲望. 一切的美好，也可能就随风而逝了。

如果人生，若总是初见！

寻觅版本

昨晚做梦，又回到了年少时，在一群人面前， 那么地胆怯和不知所措。似乎青年的张狂，近年的江湖历练， 从就不曾有过。梦中的我， 依旧青涩而懵懂。

到底，哪一个版本才是自己？

无题

不管是连载小说还是YouTube, 很多在网络上成名的人，其初衷，不过是娱人娱己。

而一旦被发掘，与金钱和利益扯上关系， 才情， 往往便会平淡了下去。

所谓＂有心栽花花不发， 无意插柳柳成荫＂， 也是这个意思。

美女与才女

能写美文的女子，通常都不太漂亮。 譬如席慕蓉，亦舒，张爱玲等等。而一般世间公认的美女，有没有美丽的情致无从查考，却少有文字流传于世的。也就是说， 他们很少是才女。

林徽因也许是个例外。她不仅颠倒众生，也是个出类拔萃的的才女。可惜罹患肺结核， 很早就辞世了。另外还有林黛玉， 不过是小说中的人物， 咱们就不讨论了。感觉上既美也才的女子往往是心比天高， 命比纸薄, 也许天妒红颜吧。

既不美又无才的女子，往往能拥有人间最平凡的幸福.

如果能够选择， 你做美女还是才女？

Daytime Savings

It has caused trouble in our corporate calendar. Now meetings appear in lunch hours. Old meeting schedule need to be one hour earlier but new meeting schedule is correct. Corporate leader says the meeting owner need to manually adjust their meetings but direct manager states we must not make time changes as this may cause room conflicts. Is there anything more confusing than this ?

Congressmen are really idiots. What is the point to have the daytime saving one month earlier ? Do we really experience any production boom from it ? There are only 24 hours per day. "Daytime Saving" is another stupid example that how human wants to fight with TIME in vain, in the human history.

It might be another millennium bug. The difference is that we are not prepared this time. Think about those flight schedules. God bless America !

Will IT industries benefit from it again? Maybe.

黄梁美梦

昨天对老公发感慨：＂觉得今年眼睛一眨巴的工夫就过去了。＂他戏谑道：＂眼睛一眨巴？ 你再眨巴眨巴眼试试。＂

当然，一年的工夫和一瞬还是有很大区别的，我说的是一种感觉。这里有一典故，讲的是一书生上京赶考，住在破庙里，小和尚在灶间煮黄梁米饭。 恍惚间到了京城，考试中榜，头名状元呢。为官作宰几十年，期间又娶妻生子，娇妻美妾， 每天的生活历历在目，就和我们过日子一样的。慢慢地老了，行将入土之际，他闻到了黄梁米饭的香味，新炊刚熟。

人世间的事和黄梁美梦又有多大区别呢？一种人生，就是一个梦境。很虚无但又实在。

悲秋

住处附近的枫叶又红了，很快又凋零了。

如花美眷， 似水流年。 好令人伤怀。

Da Vinci Code

Is it true ? Maybe. Either way, it is a belief. No hard evidence suggests one way or another.

I am neither a christian nor a catholic, but maybe deep down, I am a budda ?

The reality world is a just reflection, a reflection of a vacant world. There isn't anything really exists. Flowers, prosperity, happiness , they all means nothing, after all.

There is only one exception --- Children.

Fork Roads

It becomes harder to find a good resort for vacaton. Either too expensive or too boring. There are always several days in a month that I feel life is really meaningless, depsite all the joys and fulfillment I have had.
Would it be different if I haven't come to US ?

There is an ancient Chinese story called "Fork Roads of YangZi". When you chose one road, you would never know what it would feel like in another road.
It could be better, could be worse, always keep you wondering...

I used to watch a TV series "Married with Children" and there is an interesting conversation between "Al Bundy" and his son "Bud".
Bud needs to choose between two girls so ask for his father's advice:

Bud: What if I choose the wrong one ?
Al: Believe me, son, you will.

You got it? This is life.

Blog Topics

I am thinking to pick a good theme for my blog. Well, I still love China ...

Not a confusing twenty-years old girl any more, I am thinking more about
the family, the society, cultures and even, politics ...

First Post

Am I still a lover of arts and poems ?
First Post, also might be the last one :-), simply too busy with my routine life.

Do I have to publish my ideas and thoughts? No.

Lets' see how this looks...